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Pacific Grove is nearly an island - it is in the minds of people who live here - "surrounded" on two sides by the blue cold ocean. In a town that's half water and half land, we're in a specific groove where we love nature but also love to leave and see what the rest of the world is doing. Welcome along!
Showing posts with label environmental degradation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label environmental degradation. Show all posts

Monday, September 20, 2010

Frog Songs Silent Now

"Hi, frog."

The small frog waited, blinking slowly, breathing.  It simply existed, with damp and leathery skin, a speckled, curious-looking creature.  I watched it for a long time, waiting for something to happen.  Hey! It sprang away as if a trigger had been released and sent it awkwardly up, out and then splashing down into the swamp water beside its soggy dirt-clod perch.

I heard the frogs all stop creak-croaking, all at once, when my shoes shushed and swished in the grasses and sucking mud at the marsh bank, their silence resounding in contrast to the wide chorus they formed throughout the rushes and soggy grasses.  I set my lunch box down, walked with slow exaggerated steps on tuffets of grass in the seeping drain water, looking for more frogs.  They held their voices and sat stock still, hidden.

The frogs who were not close by, the distant ones in the marshy swamp, continued their creaking frog calls.  Their long strings of eggs were suspended in slimy ropes attached to the mud banks and trailed in the drain water like iridescent bubbled ribbons.  Tadpoles, eggs, frogs, slime, moss, water and mud intermingled, a rich earthy soup of frogs, insects, and microscopic life.  I squatted down and looked for the tadpole gangs wriggling in masses, dark and simple looking with two eyes and a lashing tail.  The trailing sinuous moss swept in the stream's current looked like dark-green, wet hair.  It was repulsive, more so than frogs were.

I uncapped a jelly jar and scooped a good measure of muddy water, tadpoles and some grass and held it up.  Yes, six or eight tadpoles had slithered inside and I was their master now.

I stood still and waited for the chorus to resume, and it did when the frogs had heard no movement for a time.  First one, then two or three frogs who were at scattered distances, one from another, hesitantly began to call.  In a spreading ease, frog voices called to one another, high pitched and droning pleasantly.  These were small frogs mostly, but some had deeper voices that held to a lower register of sound.

This marshy swamp we called The Polliwog Pong was a bog of runoff water.  I could trace it upstream to a rivulet that bordered our school tennis courts to the northeast and before that from a neighborhood and low hills further east.  The swampy field southwest of our school where the frogs sang was open and free of human intrusion because it was boggy, of uncertain footing most of the time, and consisted of repulsive slime and unwanted creatures, rude and homely little things with no known friends.

At twilight and early evening, crickets and singing frogs croaked, buzzed and buggrummmed.  We always heard them in our rural community, making that combined single-note chirring chorus that is now nearly totally silenced forever.  It was sweet and steady and was the sound dimension of the night world, joined by screech owls, the hesitant soft crunch of deer hooves on crisp leaves in the yard after the moon rose, the needling squeak of bats, and whispering leaves on the night breeze.

I walked home with my jelly jar of tadpoles and intended to watch their back legs grow, then their front legs as their tails shrank down and they became frogs, but, as usual, they eventually died.  I didn't know enough about them to give them good frog food or plenty of frog room to grow or to just simply let them alone.

The bog was so plentiful a frog marsh that it seemed the amphibians' slimy numbers were endless.  Most children disdained them, playing with them like toys, teasing them, shrieking with hilarity, entertained at their expense.  Our ignorance ruined them, all the frogs who science now regard as bellwethers of environmental change.  They were forced out by steady encroachment and appropriation of their marsh so that a park could be built next to the school.

I walk outside in the dark when I have the chance, and I listen for frogs or crickets or bats singing their high wild songs, calling for mates and offspring.  It's rare to hear them.  You only hear people, cars, and a lonesome emptiness ringing far and wide.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

They Changed My Mind

Before dawn, the downspouts from the roof gutters were dripping and pinging, the patio was damp and, noticing the wet sounds outside, my heart sank.  I'd heard big stories on the news services the night before.  Floods in Pakistan, extreme heat and wildfires in Russia, the oil disaster in the gulf, worry and threat of war, overpopulation.  Nothing any one person can feel effective against.  Up out of bed, I checked the weather report.  It called for a "heavy marine layer" again, all day.  The whole area was going to be socked in and cold, more than usual.  Awake but off center, I shuffled to the kitchen for coffee and thought about I could do.  

I tried writing.  No luck.  I mumbled to myself about my lack of progress while I deleted everything.  I tried all the other stuff that I usually do when I can't think of anything to write.  Cleaned things, sorted books, sifted through piles of notes and resifted them, rearranged items in the refrigerator.  Browsed online, looked at the sky, tried to imagine sunshine, ate a few snacks.  I got distracted by something and then got distracted from that.  I was not inspired by any of it.  

Exasperated, I made up my mind.  I needed to do something physical, some work, make a little progress so I could have something to show I'd not just been lying in the middle of the floor staring at the ceiling all day. I dressed in a fleece overshirt, thick T-shirt, work pants, gardening shoes, and stepped outside.  A cold wind grabbed me by the ears.

"It's freakin' January!" I heard myself squall.  Snow could fall and it would have been no colder, must have been 40 degrees with the wind chill added in.  How could Russia be burning up?  In all the gloom and gray, I saw hundreds of flowers bobbing and looking preposterously summery.  If I hadn't looked up and seen them, I would have scurried right back into the house.  

Against the logic that says everything should be frostbitten in this dour summer cold, my plants are ignoring the dreary weather and blooming like they live in the tropics.  The little darlings don't mock me.  Instead, their pure beauty wipes away my pessimism, changes my outlook.  Not a word said, and I'm standing a little taller and thinking, "It happens every time."  

I set to work.  Dozens of plants have taken up residence in my yard over the years, including my yellow roses.  They wouldn't really survive in my yard if it weren't for me watering and feeding, true enough.  But, I have been repaid a thousandfold every time I dig my hands in the soil.  

I deadheaded the spent blossoms, weeded, watered, and generally spent time re-examining each of the 40 or so living things in containers in my yard.  The genes of all the plants were telling them to grow, make use of the long summer sunlight hours, thrive, resist extinction.  

Every different flower was flying like a little flag of resilience, bright and simple.  They are out there  renewing themselves, capable of myriad ways to live on in the face of daunting circumstances.  They're adaptable, tenacious and beautiful.  I don't need to be original; nature's original.  I just need to pay attention to what's real, to the natural world, and learn it.

The sun was captured in the colors of the flowers, divided among them, describing light and color with form and dimension that sunlight doesn't have in and of itself.  I had never thought of flowers exactly as heroes before.  They're usually passed off as pretty diversions that give visual pleasure, decorate vistas, surprise one with color, but the exquisite complexity of their structure, the very nature of flowering and the cycle of life is nothing short of profound.  Nice to know I didn't really need sunlight beating down on me today, that a few dozen plants with petals and stems and leaves could teach me about appreciation and humility.   


Monday, June 28, 2010

All In It Together

This morning's sun got us up before six, buckled into our snorting chariot, roaring back to Monterey County.  There were what seemed to be a pounding river of cars -- but that insults all great beautiful rivers -- nearly each carrying one single human being.  Hundreds of thousands of automobiles thundering along cement pathways laid down over thousands and thousands of acres of land.  All of us were driving in ease and comfort, listening to our radios, separated from dirt, cold and other humans, secure to the utmost within our individual encasements of steel, plastic and glass.  


How detached we all feel from the earth as we drive, leaving vaporous stinking trails of exhaust wherever we go.  We hear an announcer summarize the day's news in soundbites, and we have a vague sense of dismay and fleeting concern for what amounts to being the consequences of our gluttonous self-centered demand for comfort and high living:  Pollution everywhere.  


I am as guilty as you are; make no mistake we are all to blame.  There is very little that I do in my day that does not extract a toll on the environment.  Especially insidious and subtle is the invasion of plastics into my home and my community.  We lived just fine without so much plastic for all of human history.  It's really not necessary; it's very seductive stuff.

Our lives are so out of balance with the checks and balances of nature that only the word horrific pertains.  What a trade-off we have made.  An exquisite gem of a planet unequaled in all of creation in trade for humankind.  Is God weeping now?